January 2010
27 posts
Paul is going to Afghanistan… for a year.
I like video chatting, especially when my roommate is in the room. It shows her that I actually do have friends, just not ones that live in Washburn or not on Smith campus.
Stupid? yeah… just a little.
I always believed that people had a difficult time trusting people, but I only assumed that because that’s what it’s like for me.
I know several people, who are so open about their problems & such; they entrust others, whom they’ve only known for a few months, with their secrets. I don’t understand how they do it & i didn’t even know such people existed.
I...
FACT:
I stress out unnecessarily wayyy too much & i worry over the pettiest things. this is a problem.
i want to write something, but i don’t know what.
“You don’t necessarily have to like it, but that doesn’t mean you...”
The Thief - Brooke Fraser
You eyes are full Full of the future of us The air changes as you look across at me in that wondering way
It is as if I knew you before we spoke Do our hearts know something we don’t? Conspiring, converging without giving us any say
You sing me to sleep, talk down my walls, look through my windows as I wait. You could be the thief I give the key to
You’re ruining me with secrets...
I wish I had someone...
but not just anyone. I want someone special, mr. right, my other half, my partner in crime, my bffl, the guy I grow old with…
I want him. where is he, dammit?
i had the scariest dream last night...
I dreamt that I had to go to gynecologist. Another reason why I don’t like being a girl. I’ve never had my cherry popped nor do I have an STD, so I do not have anything to hide. Nevertheless, I don’t want some person to be probing around & sticking a metal stick up my…well you know… If anything, I’d much rather go to the gynecologist after my first time; at...
JG
Yes, this is a whole blog dedicated to you. I know it’s kind of pathetic, since well, you’re not worth my time, but I really CAN’T STAND YOU & I need to let my anger out.
First off, I’m not going to want to hang out with you when you don’t even talk to me. Yeah we always talk about how we should meet up, and you always say how much you miss me, but seriously? do...
What am I doing with my life?
I was on a boat with whom I do not remember. There was some kind of battle going on when all of a sudden, an arrow hit me right in the chest. It missed my heart by an inch, but I still thought I was going to die. I thought maybe the arrow might have hit one of those important veins that could be fatal when penetrated — I had no idea; I hated science. By this time, the enemies were defeated....
this is where i feel safe. this is where i run to when i feel angry, ashamed, scared, embarrassed… I can vent here, pour out my heart, express my thoughts… yeah, i like it here
sorry for this chain of tumblr blogs...
BUT I NEED TO VENT… somemore
Like many females, I get very intrigued when a guy has certain traits or does certain things. For instance, when a guy is really good with kids, my heart completely melts; or when a guy tells me he misses me, i get warm fuzzies inside; and it sure as hell impresses me when a guy…well, acts like a man! I’m talking about being emotionally stable, is...
give it up to me
I’ve been growing very fond of Shakira lately. She speaks/sings in Spanish. I like her songs…or at least the ones that i’ve heard (I’m thinking of listening to more of her songs). She’s hot, and I love, as Shakira puts it, that her “boobs are small & humble,” since I can totally empathize with her… she is also curvy - as in she has big hips -...
It’s past midnight & i sit here, munching my way through two bags of potato chips - on sour cream&onion, the other mesquite bbq. I’m looking through a fashion magazine & all i can think is, “Gosh, I wish I was thin.’ But obviously I’m going down the right track to achieve my New Year’s Resolution.
yeah, i have self-control. fuck
“There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the...”
– Nelson Mandela
A Recap
2010 - Just look at that number… it looks so alien & futuristic. Though I haven’t really been doing much this break, I didn’t get a chance to really reflect upon 2009 or even think about what I plan to do for this year. But I finally forced myself to sit down in front of my beloved Mac & type out my thoughts, etc on tumblr.
Let’s see… 2009:
it was the...
