naked & exposed

hah, crushes are so funny.

sometimes many times, I really don’t like people. I can go on & on about this but considering that I have a tremendous amount of homework that I need to get done before the weekend, I probably shouldn’t spend my limited time ranting.

Given, a week is more than enough time spent with the family, but it’s too short of a break. I don’t want to go back to school tomorrow. I hate school work, classes, homework, etc. Yeah, my positive attitude is definitely going to help me get through the last two months of my first year in college.

oh hey, retreat next weekend! geesh, I feel like time keeps creepin’ up on me…

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I CAN DO THIS! college education = more opportunities & a future, substantial job
2nd Generation Korean: I’m making history!
        um…. a bit too positive?

i missed having coffee… I tried not drinking so much of it during break, but that was before I realized how necessary it is to make my day (or night!) better.

i feel gooood :)

I just found out that one of the art teachers from high school came out of the closet. In fact, she was having a secret relationship with one of the other teachers. When they were found out, they moved to California.

Now they’re living happily ever after.

i don’t understand…

but I haven’t really able to post a blog in a while because of all this midterm nonsense. There has been a lot on my mind — so much that I don’t even know where to begin…

I’m actually looking forward to Spring Break even though I’m going home. The only thing that makes me feel better about going home is the fact that I’ll see Peter. I miss him, though his cynicism bugs the hell out of me most of the time.

I figure it’s a good idea for me to write a To Do list for Break. I should be more productive then I was last break, because I know for sure I’m going to be stuck at home. So here goes:

1. lose weight & exercise — I’m really not happy with the way I look right now
2. catch up on all my work. THIS IS A MUST DO. need to get straight A’s!
3. celebrate Mom’s birthday. oh shit, BUY PRESENT
4. figure out what I’m going to do this summer ASAP: Argentina? Honduras? VBS?
5. apply for jobs if I’m staying home
6. EC Cinderella Play on Saturday
7. buy a swimsuit. the one that at JCrew is freakin’ sold out, ugh.
8. thrift store (only if I get a chance cause I have enough clothes…)

I think that’s about it….

hmmmm, i wonder if he’ll be there… eye candy is always nice :P

Ms. White didn’t show up to school on Wednesday. She didn’t call in saying that she was going to be absent, so the only logical thing Mr. Lucas, our principle, could do was to call her. She didn’t pick up. After many attempts, Mr. Lucas decided to contact her family to see if there was a problem. Her family didn’t hear anything unusual from Ms. White. Next thing they know it, they found her dead in her house.

A biopsy is being done right now. So many thoughts are going through my head, but I won’t assume anything until the results are in.

Another unexpected death at EC. RIP Miss White. She was young and full of life. She had a lot of compassion and was very passionate in everything that she did and believed in. She always tried to “let her light shine,” and I’ve gotta say, that’s exactly what she did.

bring me good news.

I have just discovered the wonders of espresso.

I love life.

sometimes, life sucks ass

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student

WTF

Jay Sean is coming to Smith!!!! hollaaaaa

My oldest brother called me the other day. I think that might have been the first time that he actually called me just to talk, instead of me calling him first. Just thinking about that fact makes me happy