November 2011
32 posts
I saw the news. I was trying to comprehend, and for the longest time, I sat in disbelief. I checked a second time, a third, a fourth… & then some more. I admit, my heart dropped a little, but then I came to my senses. ”Oh well,” I said to myself. I shrugged it off & returned to my shell.
October 2011
54 posts
we change
Sunday by Florence + The Machine
Not sure if I...
ok yeah, taking a personal day
class started 10 minutes ago, it ends in 40 minutes, it’ll take me 10 minutes to walk there, & maybe about 10 minutes to type this entry which means only 20 minute of class left so no.
but this will only be acceptable under the condition that I get all my other work done… who knows if that’ll actually happen. whatever.
I think my hair is getting too long. I swear it gets...
i don't make sense
a fear of commitment and a fear of permanence — the very reasons why I would never get a tattoo and why marriages scare me, and the very reasons why I love traveling and why the thought of living in one place forever seems absurd
and yet changes are difficult and new environments are uncomfortable moreover, my one desire is to have stability… in all aspects of life
I have issues, I...
be still
Wikipedia: The College Dropout
After graduating from West Aurora High School, [Kanye] West received a scholarship to attend Chicago’s American Academy of Art and began taking painting classes, but shortly after transferred to Chicago State University to major in English. He continued making strides in his rapping and beat-making, and some of his earliest beats were sold to local underground rappers such as Gravity as...
Those Were the Days - Lady Sovereign
:)
what's on my mind
Sleep. I never realized how much I think of sleep or wanting to sleep until recently.
Caffeine
Finances
Shopping & how I want to so badly… but can’t… because of the lack of money
My To-Do List — like homework, clean room, organize my entire freakin’ life, etc
Stop wasting time
My time alone with God
How incredibly unhealthy I am. Seriously, it’s kind...
In a Sentimental Mood - Duke Ellington & John...
good to know
I shouldn’t be allowed to have serious conversations when I’m sleep deprived.
Case&point: my conversation with my professor today went in a circle that never reached a point. She simply looked at me in bewilderment. She did the whole “smile & nod” gesture. lol
i'm so content right now
can i stay here for a little longer?
http://youtu.be/T-c-DHGvB04 →
it’s public now………
I looked to the book of Truth and it listed the traits of love. I thought of those dearest to me, of those who I could not possibly live without, and I realized I have never loved. They say that some people live their lives without ever finding love. Will I be one of them? Is love something that you become? Or is it something that you fall into? What is love? Baby, don’t hurt me.
I think I’m subconciously attracted to dysfunctional relationships… so God help me, because I know I won’t be able to save myself.
good to know:
Knowing who I am & how I work, I honestly don’t think I would have been able to do well at a co-ed college/university…. omgosh yeah, absolutely not.
I was meant to go to Smith.
to see the beauty in everything & everyone
There’s distance in the air & I cannot make it leave I wave my arms ‘round about me & blow with all my might I cannot sense you close, though I know you’re always here But the comfort of you near is what I long for
Faithful - Brooke Fraser
life is unfair
deal with it
I should not be allowed to answer questions when I am in an especially pessimistic mood.
horoscopes never mattered to me
the awkward moment when your co-worker tells you that she’s always attracted to geminis… right after you tell her that you’re a gemini
#omfgwtfdoido
what
am
i
still
doing
here
i
am
sick
of
the
east
coast
i
need
to
get
away
current state of mood: content
Beautiful day B&N Coffee Learning
I love days like this
high standards, but low expectations
they're all the same
http://www.buzzfeed.com/awesomer/scared-bros-at-a-h... →
OMGOMGOMG I DIEEEEEE
absolutely hilarious.
but I really shouldn’t be laughing because I know if this happened to me, my facial expression would be incomparable to any of these…. BUT STILL, it’s funny
i would like to...
get my cartilage re-pierced… for the third time haha
get bangs
re-dye my hair. maybe to a lighter shade
go shopping
explore a city
I’m bored of myself. I’m craving change. But I’ll never end up doing any these (except for maybe the last one) because I know I’ll end up regretting it right after I do it. Also, I really need to save money. Like these aren’t...
